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A NOTE ON AVAILABILITY: THE MONASTIC WAY
The Tarot, the Evenk Udagan Guidance, and The Way of Kintsugi are sacred crafts of breaking, mending, and navigating raw, soul-led mutation. To guide others through these profound pathways requires a vessel of absolute stillness and unshakeable strength.
In September 2026, I am initiating my own great transition by embracing a monastic lifestyle. To apply this very medicine to my own sanctuary and focus entirely on my primary devotion—writing and publishing through The Healing Word—I am permanently closing my regular private practice.
Consequently, all structured mentorship programs—including the Three to Six-Month Metamorphosis and individual Ancestral Encounters—will no longer be available.
From now on, my Tarot readings and the Evenk Udagan Guidance will only manifest during very specific occasions. I will continue to offer unique, in-person encounters exclusively when invited by dedicated circles, or during select spiritual events and wellness expos.
True alchemy cannot be rushed. Thank you for respecting this path of sacred silence. My books now serve as the permanent mirror of this journey, written to bring light and poetry into your hands.
The realm of spiritual and energetic work is a timeless voyage into the very core of existence. Across cultures and ages, humanity has sought to connect with the unseen forces that shape our lives—those subtle energies that influence our well-being, intuition, and soul’s awakening. From the sacred rites of ancient civilizations to the intuitive practices of modern mystics, these spiritual arts serve as a bridge between the material and the divine. In every tradition, there exists a pursuit to align with one’s true essence, to heal wounds both seen and unseen, and to awaken the inner light that guides us through life's mysteries. Through these practices, we deepen our understanding of ourselves and the universe, weaving a sacred thread of connection, healing, and transformation that transcends time.
With a lifelong journey rooted in a sacred lineage, I have dedicated myself to exploring the depths of spiritual and energetic practices. Born with an innate spiritual sensitivity, I carry the profound traditions of Siberian Shamanism within my bloodline, which has deeply shaped my connection with nature’s spirits and the unseen realms. My path has led me through sacred rites and profound connections with the spirit world, enabling me to serve as a conduit for messages and healing. Over the years, I have cultivated my abilities in intuitive guidance and energy healing, among others, integrating these arts into a holistic approach to help others awaken their inner power, restore balance, and discover their true essence. This extensive experience has deepened my insight into the mysteries of the soul and the universe, allowing me to walk alongside others on their spiritual journeys, with a wish to restore the sacred dimension to their lives — all with compassion, wisdom, and respect.

REVEAL YOUR CORE, EMBODY YOUR TRUTH

EVENK ANCESTRAL GUIDANCE
The Udagan Path
By Marushka
The path of the Evenk Udagan is not a journey of comfort; it is a return to the absolute. Here, in this private sanctuary, I offer a synthesis of ancestral seership and soul-led mutation—designed for those who have outgrown the superficial and are ready to meet the raw truth of their existence.
Whether through a single Ancestral Encounter or a dedicated Three to Six-Month Metamorphosis via The Way of Kintsugi, my work serves to strike the chord of your sovereign essence. We do not seek to "find" the self, but to strip away the distortions of modern conditioning, allowing your innate power to rise, lucid and undisturbed.
“From the frost of the North, I bring the Sword of Truth. Not to wound, but to liberate.”
THE WAY OF KINTSUGI
By Marushka
My practice is a blend of ancient wisdom and archetypal symbolism,
designed for those seeking a deeper, soul-led transformation.

KINTSUGI (金継ぎ, "golden joinery") is a Japanese method of repairing broken porcelain or ceramics using lacquer dusted with powdered gold. Philosophically, it is about acknowledging breakage and repair as integral parts of an object’s history, rather than something to be concealed.
When applied to the Self, the philosophy of KINTSUGI invites us to transform our wounds and find beauty in what has been broken and subsequently mended. KINTSUGI is the Art of Alchemy and Resilience—an art that encourages us to embrace our imperfections with patience and love, allowing us to rediscover our true essence and what makes us unique.
I invite you to discover your humanity in all its complexity, encouraging you to explore your wounds with compassion and curiosity. What lessons can be drawn from your past experiences? How have these challenging moments helped to forge the identity you hold today? By integrating these reflections into your journey, you can begin to see your scars not as burdens, but as precious elements of your story. Together, we create a safe and nurturing space where you are free to express your emotions. Releasing this weight supports the healing process, allowing you to rebuild yourself, piece by piece, using the gold of understanding and acceptance. Your wounds become your strength, as you find beauty in your imperfections and embrace your unique path to wholeness.
Ethical Note: My work is dedicated to your empowerment and delivered with a professional duty of care. Please note that my services provide holistic and spiritual guidance for education and entertainment purposes only, and do not replace professional medical or legal advice.